识盈虚之有数
When watching other people's relationships, I am so clear-headed and easygoing,
But when I'm in it myself, I overthink things, I tread carefully,
I even get nervous, because I care, because I have expectations.
Actually, details don't matter that much, some things are decided after the very first meeting.
Above is the translation; below is the original
在旁观他人的感情的时候，我是那样清晰和随性，
到了自己身临其中的时候，会考虑很多，会小心翼翼，
紧张也是会有，因为在乎，因为期待。
其实细节没那么重要吧，有些事儿在第一面之后就有了定局。
