Only by being free of intentions can one perform great deeds; where objects exist, the divine spirit cannot flow.

Fate, at least that way one can find some comfort for oneself.

Why always so reticent

Things have been terrible lately.

Pain comes from depth.

Not an affected depth, but one that is perceived.

As if a lifetime has passed, like a dream.

Certain air temperatures, humidity levels, wind conditions, and scents can transport your brain back to a very distant, similar moment.

When watching other people's relationships, I am so clear-headed and easygoing,

But when I'm in it myself, I overthink things, I tread carefully,

I even get nervous, because I care, because I have expectations.

Actually, details don't matter that much, some things are decided after the very first meeting.

Music is quite magical; even with songs in languages from different countries, although listening blindly without knowing the meaning of the lyrics, one can still be moved. Things that touch the soul are invisible: culture, thought, music, and philosophy.

For certain reasons, I've been looking into nutritional supplements. Rather than just blindly falling for marketing, I've been reading through a lot of scientific literature. However, there is so much that is difficult to distinguish for a non-expert like me. Out of confusion, I turned to foreign websites and emailed professionals directly. I received professional replies very quickly. I've purchased products from two foreign brands, and for any questions regarding their products, I've contacted them via email, and they always replied immediately. These weren't generic official templates either, but truly helpful responses. I'm not saying that everything from abroad is better, but this really shook me.
High efficiency, and being taken seriously.

I've seldom been thinking lately,

and rarely get struck by those profound things anymore,

There was a period when I would inexplicably fall into deep thoughts about life, death, existence, and so on.

I would even cry easily, engulfed by a sense of nothingness.

I feel that state was extremely similar to that of clinical depression.

But it hasn't been that easy lately.

It might be closely related to my physical state; when my endocrine system isn't functioning well, my mood tends to be relatively low and emo.

Now that my body is full of energy and my endocrine system has returned to normal, those emotional things have hidden themselves away.

But, what I want to say is that inner peace is still very important, and no matter when it is, thinking is crucial.