I've seldom been thinking lately,
and rarely get struck by those profound things anymore,
There was a period when I would inexplicably fall into deep thoughts about life, death, existence, and so on.
I would even cry easily, engulfed by a sense of nothingness.
I feel that state was extremely similar to that of clinical depression.
But it hasn't been that easy lately.
It might be closely related to my physical state; when my endocrine system isn't functioning well, my mood tends to be relatively low and emo.
Now that my body is full of energy and my endocrine system has returned to normal, those emotional things have hidden themselves away.
But, what I want to say is that inner peace is still very important, and no matter when it is, thinking is crucial.
最近很少会思考了,
也很少被那些深沉的东西击中内心,
有段时间里,总会莫名奇妙的陷入一些思考,关于人生、死亡、存在等等。
甚至很容易就流泪,被虚无感包裹着。
我感觉那个状态像极了抑郁症的状态。
但最近不那么容易了。
可能是和身体状态有紧密联系,内分泌工作不佳的时候,情绪也会相对低落和emo些。
现在身体充满了能量,内分泌恢复正常,所以,那些感性的东西就隐藏了起来。
但,我想说的是,内心的平静还是很重要的,不管什么时候,思考都很重要。