Perhaps it’s not that you’re incapable of finding love. Is it possible that you actually enjoy the self-imposed prison of being unable to find love, which allows you to grumble and complain about it to your heart’s content? #2022奥斯卡最佳动画短片 #TheWindshieldWiperTheWindshieldWiper #放映室

#神秘一刻

Today is the Summer Solstice, I'm taking a look back at the four-season spread I drew for myself during the Spring Equinox, and also reviewing the plain spring season that has just passed.

1. Mental Focus (Strength) is not the drive in the superficial sense I had originally assumed. On the contrary, this card has had a bit of an intentional "letting go" (a movement of opposites) this quarter, which also echoed with the knowledge programs about Taoism and Confucianism I've been listening to recently. In a way, letting go is for the sake of finding liberation. At the same time, the Law of Attraction I’ve newly learned leans towards idealistic guidance, which has given me a new understanding of the inner essence of this card.

2. Energy Orientation (Four of Wands Reversed) seems to be a response to the fact that some of the new ways of life I’ve learned are not operating as stably as they should. The Law of Attraction tells me that positive visualization should precede actual action. I saw similar words on Weibo today: "It's not that you have time after doing what needs to be done, that you then have an ideal life. Rather, it is because you first construct an ideal life in your mind that you then have the time to do what needs to be done." At this stage, I fully agree with this. But acknowledging it is one thing; practicing it is another matter entirely. I am still troubled by the nuisances of life, and I am still some distance away from living a life where I can be happy on my own.

3. Emotional State (Nine of Cups Reversed) I think it is also a sort of affected satisfaction. Although I want to appear very broad-minded, in reality, I still have empty corners in my heart and crave validation from others, which conflicts with the core tenets of the Law of Attraction.

4. Mental Level (Page of Swords Reversed) At the time, I thought I would make decisions that I believed were autonomous, but were actually influenced by others. However, in these three months, there haven't been any decisions I've needed to make. Regarding the only matter I thought would determine a change in my job position—which was my leader asking about my intentions for a transfer—I chose to delay making a decision, did not respond, and in the end, it just fizzled out. Combined with another free divination I had for a friend's studio, I know there won't be much change in my work within the next six months, so I am not very concerned about so-called "life turning points"; they really won't change my life that much.

5. Material Situation (King of Pentacles) Well, my funds have gone back up 📈😊

Moving during 618😂

A quick peek at the double life of Ming Sing🌟. So, what is the HAPPINESS🤔 #公Guan S01E06 #ScreeningRoom

The meaning of labor🤔?

Suddenly realized I hadn't come by the village head to take a look for a while now👀

It's the Spring Equinox tomorrow. I wonder if it's possible to promote quarterly seasonal tarot spreads in the village😁

Today, I truly empathized with a story on Weibo that I would usually overlook or pay no mind to. Under the suffocating 'lethal triple-threat' demands from my grandfather regarding a 'harmony-is-precious' father-son relationship, a 'stable job within the system,' and 'resolving life's misery through marriage and having children,' I felt crushed. I no longer know what the bottom line of so-called 'filial piety' even is...